so….

I am scared shitless right now.  I know having sex will not make things better, and I hope things just go great from here on.  I don’t want to fuck things up, whatever I hear or see… I am just gonna have to let you figure yourself out.  I am going to try to give you space, and I hope that is a good thing.  I just hope that when Wed. comes you can actually go to counseling with me.

I love you.